Lose Yourself

My only focus is to not loose myself in who I'm becoming. I never want to be so "deep" that I lose depth. Possessing the ability to touch people without physically touching people is a blessing within itself. I never want to be too busy to talk, too far to reach, or too big to be myself. I never want to be too busy making a living that I have no time to live. My success is determined by the level of happiness and peace I embody; which can only be acquired by obtaining and maintaining an intimate relationship with God. My public display of affection towards life, God, relationships, and family are all a reflection of where we stand (Myself and God). To have all the riches in the world and not be able to feel the presence of the Holy Spirit within me, scares me. I am not who I am without Him!

It's easy to conceptualize the life you want to lead. Some dreams and desires are inescapable; often inadequate and will never be met. Not because they're too far fetched or anything; but for the simple fact that God is your power. So many people live life daily without Him and wonder why they don't know who they are yet. Wonder why they don't know who they want to be or what they want to spend the rest of their lives doing. Not due to the lack of vision; they just don't know God.I want to live a life I can be proud of not one that makes me untouchable. I never want to lose me becoming who I am.

I'm not even who I'm supposed to be yet.

Your relationship with God is the most important; Nurture it. Do what it takes to understand life will never go as planned but as God has planned it. Remember it's not you whose made your success happen, it's God working in and through you. It's him moving people and clearing paths to lead you along the way. Trust in God, believe in his power, and watch Him work!

Love,

ChelCy